Actually had a wonderful lowkey night hanging out with the boy and a few of his friends playing board games. His friends seem like really cool and chill people (fitting??) and yeah. Super chill. Kind of hope they like me. Cuz. Reasons. I ain’t going no where.
Also I played Risk (legacy) for the first time an won. My name is on the board and everything! Even named a city after me;) aha.
:) got to see my boy and not be home alone on a Saturday night. I’m okay with this.
So somehow my mom can’t pay me back more than 1/5 of the money she owes me but can go out with friends and get drunk and make me drive all night. Cool.
I love this because she gets to drink and make fun of everything I do and how I’m never good enough and don’t ever do anything to help and just how self centred I am.
One day we’ll be in a Marvel movie, sitting there as something doesn’t feel right. and as the credits start to roll we’ll know what it is. It will flash up on screen and our hearts will break. “In loving memory of Stan Lee”. There was no cameo in that movie. And there never will be again.
Cute boys who ask if you wanna know what kind of books they read when they walk into a book store with you are boys you need to keep in your life.
Of course I do motherfucker who do u think I am
- me: wow I'm fat
- me: maybe I look ok
- me: I AM PERFECT THE WAY I AM
- me: I'm fucking disgusting I'm losing weight now
- me: I am more than just my weight!
- me: who the fuck cares about anything
- me: I AM SO FAT.
- me: idk curves are beautiful i am beautiful
- me: i hate myself
i’m writing an essay and everyone is like 98% certain the teacher doesn’t actually read these like i have a 100 in this class and i don’t even try like this class is complete bullshit.
i’ve decided to insert ‘hella rad’ into each paragraph.
casually killing myself laughing like wow okay it isn’t even that funny but ya it is tho
it’s so amusing how offended people get when you’re comfortable with yourself. it’s been so great over the past few months watching people love themselves more. i love selfies and nudes and i love when girls call themselves queens and act like they’re the hottest thing on the planet and if anyone calls you self centered or pretentious blow them the biggest kiss and carry on.